Fall to your knees and pray for mercy

I'm not much in a talking mood, I just want to get a few things out.
I went to Fall's Creek. The last night there I never felt more content. I had several reasons. I had hope. As soon as I got back.. skdhflsfd all this stuff happened. Alot of cool stuff is happening but pugs. I asked to be tested. Be careful what you wish for huh? *facepalm* That was possibly one of the worst things to happen. I don't know if I can handle...No I can. Its just really hard. I just wish you'd leave me alone and you wouldn't talk about that. Okay. Cool.