Oh Clementine, you'll never be mine.

Lately,I've found myself in these weird moods and like, it feels like I will only feel better if I spend money or like someone complements me. I just want to feel wanted,you know? I feel stupid because I know its not important to focus on these things but seriously, Affection would be superb right now. I wouldn't ever force it or push it on someone thats no good. Its just,honestly, I want it really bad. I don't want sex. I really don't. I wanna stray away from lust, I really do. I just haven't been kissed in almost 7 months. It sucks. "When are weak, we are starving." That line is very true, you know when we're hurt and stuff, we want what ever we can get, I won't deny that. I've lead on girls before not because I wanted to do stuff with them or anything like that... I just liked the feeling of being wanted and I know its wrong and I've apologized,I've felt guilty and I won't do it again. Just being wanted is so delightful and I'm kinda craving. This is bad. :/