If you were who you said you were,You would be here now and

There's no way down,
When you drug yourself to the bottom
There's no way down,
When you cast yourself as...

Deceiver, deceiver, deceiver, deceiver

Theres no lower then you. You got caught again. Who knows if this is the first time you have done it again? I know what you're capable of. It scares me. As soon as I heard the news... I found myself shaking. Why do I care so much? You don't even give me the time of day. Are my thoughts even rational thinking? I've got a big heart and nothing to do with it.. or my you still have it along with all the other stuff you've yet to give back. I don't see the purpose of this. Is this some kind of test? I know God wouldn't put me through something I can't handle but....What if I can't handle this? What if I can't overcome this? I don't have any idea what I'm supposed to do. I need a sign. I need a hint, a letter, a voice, a word,etc. Anything. No matter what I do shes some how brought up,seen,reminded of and spoken of. What is this? This is no challenge this is a war on my heart and the walls are crashing down. I hope I'm not making this too dramatic. These are only my feelings, No big deal right?
You see nothing but yourself.You damn the ones that fight for you. Why? I can't see reasoning in you. I don't see what went wrong. I don't see why I can still care this much. Why am I afraid for you? why? oh why? Thats right.. I love you and I'm in love with the old you. This is rough. Getting over you is like getting over Mt. Everest, I just don't know where to start..how do I prepare?
In some ways I want to say this
" I am to the point where I don't even wanna know where you are
Or where you're going baby (oooh).
Same old story.
And I am to the point where I don't even wanna see your face anymore (anymore).
You're so far gone."

but I also want to say this.

"I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again.
I wish that I could stay. "But," you argue.
More than this, I wish you could've seen my face
In backseats staring out of the window.

I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I love you.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

I've earned through hope and faith
On the curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever.
If morning never comes for either one of us,
Then this I pray to you wherever.

I'll do anything for you.
This story is for you.
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to for you.)
I'll do anything for you,
Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back.
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I loved you.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up.

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up "

You can look at both sides...which one would you say is more poweful?